Nature's Beauty

Beauty is never perfection. True beauty is imperfection in itself. Night fall, so unpredictable, yet so breath taking. The sky is infinite, with infinite possibilities. A showing of a second chance to a possible tomorrow. Whatever good or bad has occurred today, let the night sky wash it all away; for tomorrow brings a clean slate, a new day.

There will always be light

At the end of a dark tunnel.

Through all the hard times, pain, throughout darkness, complexity....peeks a soft, curable light of easiness. For there is always hope, as long as we have faith.

Night time shadows

When you shine your radiant light,through my window in the middle of the dark night; you bring me a sense of serenity and peace. Moon, you are my lovely night light and I love you so!

A Prayer

While at work earlier this evening, I had a pretty unique customer. Maybe I should say a blessing of a customer. Long story short, she suffers from MS, which has gotten to the point of paralyzing one area of her body. She now must wear a leg brace and walks with a cane. With all the pressure being put on the opposite leg, the bone density has worn down, leaving one hip longer than the other. On top of that, a year ago, she was diagnosed with breast cancer and went through months of chemotherapy. Having a double mastectomy she has been clear, but goes back this month to make sure nothing has spread to her lymph nodes. While in mid conversation, something just told me to say a prayer for her right then and there. I silently did exactly that.

To see her suffer actually hurt. To see an older lady who is filled with life, to go through physical ailments saddens me. No one should ever have to suffer! At the same time, it makes me appreciative, for the fact that things could simply be worse.

I'm pretty sure God heard my prayer to help heal her. I admire her strength...God created a beautiful soldier!

A Picture Is Worth A Thousand Words

A new life, a fresh start, turning over a new leaf. I've decided my blogs from here on out, will be different then before (of course in a good way). Reflections, simplicity, thoughts, love and what I find to be beautiful.

On that note, I found some photos I'd like to share

This is Adagio and I seriously do not consider him an ordinary feline. Have you ever seen the comic Calvin and Hobbes? Well that would be him and I! No no, we don't have full on conversations but I will tell you, the mischief, his way of communicating with me, to him de-boing my meals is enough for me to think that someone I know has been reincarnated into him. I miss him dearly and cannot wait for us to unite.

Captain Crunch throw back! Ah yes, the good ol memories of this cereal. However I can clearly remember this cereal tearing up the roof of my mouth.

The lovely guys I work with! For some reason or another, I prefer to hang out with guys rather than hang out with females. But don't get it twisted, I do have certain females I hang out with. It's a select few, but I enjoy their company!

Dominican potato salad! Don't knock it, until you try it. Once it hits your taste buds, you're going to want more.

Something so beautiful doesn't exist without a great creator.

Creativity/art lies within the eyes of the artist. If you can't be the artist, be the art.

Hummus with steamed snow peas and mushrooms. Yum!

A child's love is the purest and truest love. My God son, who is a splitting image of me inside and out. We are two peas in a pod. You can't compare a child's love to anything in this world.

Lost in deep thoughts. Sometime it is hard to surface when you're far below.

Pho! One word...YUMMY! If you're in the Bay Area, I highly recommend Dalat's in Downtown San Jose, by SJSU!

A mother's love!

I love Halloween! Step Poppa and I carved pumpkins together.

It's that time of year again...Christmas! But have people forgotten the true meaning and value of this day?

This is it. A picture is worth a thousand words. The only chance you can freeze a moment in time and look at it forever.

Scribble Scrabble

Many of times

Plenty of pain
Nothings ever a permanent change
The world is becoming depressing
My mind keeps on stressing
I'm hurting deep inside
I don't even know who I am
Let alone know what my purpose is
Just when I think I have it figured out
I'm lost in a maze, deep in layers
I've given my all
And so much more
People take pieces left of my broken soul
I can't even breathe
I'm drowning in misunderstood
This place is awfully familiar
Environment of despair
What have I done to be here
I hold on to a type of hope
That probably doesn't want to be held onto
A faith that I feel is hate
It could be worse
But it's ME who has to live with this curtain of sadness
It seems to be turning into the absence of color
A feeling of pulling the cord
Living in between dimensions
I feel like I'm living in solitude
Life must go on
But mine is now at an abrupt stop
Smothered and suffocating from hurt
It's a slow torturous death

When a person has become so engulfed by dark sadness; there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Succumbed by a sadness, deep down within, but hides it so well with an unforgettable smile.

"The Rest Is Silence."